selamat hari raya!

wow...
raye was...
well...
ok...

day 1

we had our aidilfitri prayers at kuantan...
prepared our stuff n all...
went to kl...
because grendma's(mum's side) old kampung house was caught on fire a long ,long time ago...
so,she moved in with my other aunts in kl...
dah jadi org bandar lah katakan...
we helped mak lang with the tables and food for dinner..
later me and ayai played football with abg li...
ayai made lots of marks on the wall...
that's for bbeing so careless...
then,came maghrib...
well,i dont know why...
when it comes to prayers and all...
it was always me and my elde brother...
well,most of my cousins are in their 30s and 20s...
but they keep on pointing to us when it comes to being an imam or muazzin...
so,i became the muazzin that particular maghrib...
my brother went on as the imam...
well,it was his last maghrib in malaysia...
after that,we had dinner...
more and more family members came...
aunts,uncles...
cousins...
cousins' children...
cousins' newborn babies....
at about 9.oopm,my mum asked me to get ready to go to the airport...
my brother went on and said goodbye to everyone...
my 2 little brothers were thinking of duit raya...
dont know why,i didnt even thought of peeking into the sampul...

at the airport....
while waiting for my brother to check in...
came a group of people...
this 1 girl straight away kissed my mum's and grandma's hands and started to chit chat...
sarah i suppose...and i was right!
well,looks like my brother's gf came with some of her friends...
i'm not saying anything...
but my mom was definitely forcing herself to put on a fake smile..
dont know how to put this...
but,good luck bro with your love life...
i'll try to learn from the mistakes you'll make...
hahhaaa...
but whatever...
glad you're happy going to UK...
who knows i might go to Japan?
it's closer you know!


day 2

went to mak dak's house for lunch...
talked and talked with cousins till we slept...
then,we were off to jerantut for my father's side of the family...
grandma followed as well...
reached jerantut at about 5 something...
i'm not that close to my father's side of the family...
cant even remember my cousin's names...
so,chit chatted with aunts and aunties....
at about 6 something,we started to head back to kuantan...



that was pretty much...
i wouldnt say it wasnt fun...
but still,it wasnt that fun...
there's this friend of mine who came to kuantan to visit her family...
thought of paying her a visit...
but her uncle's house wasnt that close for me to walk...
and she's staying in a hotel...
wow!what a rich girl...
maybe i'll have a chance to see her this december...
or sooner...
then it'll be better...
hahahaa...
just counted my duit raya...
and i dont know why...
i'm not that eager about my duit raya....


PS
i feel so heartless and emotionless....