You're just awesome....-less...

Congratulations Imran! You should be an international icon for God's sake. Where's that burning desire inside of you that inspires you to go ahead and change for the better? Where did all those fantastic ideas on people skills end up? Did all those will of power get washed up and get dragged into the abyss of despair? People come and go. And fortunately for you, a lot of them happened to be such awesome figures of success. You've been in awe for each and everyone of them. We're all sure you were determined to be like them. And we were pretty much confident about it. But then you threw it all again. Over and over again. You've shined compared to the old you, Imran. You're much more talkative than back in 2007. You're able to engage into a conversation without much difficulty these days. The old you was such a dweeb. A super nerd-geek hybrid who thought that everything was wrong in every possible way. But the older you grew, the more lessons you learnt from your experience living in a boarding school. Being exposed to a whole different surrounding, you were forced to adapt and take matters into your own hand. And someway, somehow, you succeeded in doing so. But then again, your arrogance grew stronger. You tend to make some irrational mistakes and the consequences were tragic. Friendships were gambled and your future was dangling on a thread in the open air. Some, you managed to solve. Some remain damaged.

But whatever it is, be sure to think rationally before taking any actions.


And note to self. You've done a sin which you swore never to do in your life ever, today. You swore to a sweet innocent girl with such inappropriate words while you're head was clouded with rage. And now, you're jeopardising yet another friendship in line to bloom like the flowers during the wee hours. If only the clock functions more than just telling time, I would turn the hands of it and undone the mistakes being taken in place. However, it would be unfair to everyone if everything in the world went along their own way, abiding other people's needs and necessity. Let this be a lesson to be learned for the forming of a new Imran.